Happy Birthday, Mike Jackson!

This week didn't start off very well.  I went to work on Monday for the first time after my five-day vacation.  You all know I didn't do anything on my vacation, and that I only took it for the sake of my birthday plans... which failed. School too. I guess while I was gone.. all hell broke loose at work, and my name (or initials) were involved. WTF, right?! Anyway, a few minutes after getting there, the manager comes in and calls me to the office; my supervisor was there too. I was asked about a log that I only saw once in my life, and that was during the week I filled in at the Exchange branch. She asked why I initialed it ONCE, and I told her why. I felt her being stuck, so she scolded me for not asking her or the other supervisors about it. YEA, BECAUSE THEY'RE THERE. BITCHES! :) Anyway, I told her everything I knew and didn't know, and moved on. There was an orange notebook involved too, but I never saw that in my life prior to that day. Oh then... I got a counseling because my two of my C.A. were not approved by a supervisor. RIGHT, BECAUSE SHE'S THERE. PLUS, SHE STOPPED APPROVING SHIT SHE DOESN'T WANT TO. HM.

That's far more detailed than it should be, but whatever. Life moves on.

The rest of the week was okay. Yesterday was the best. (; After school fxn, I went to San Francisco with my dad, Patrick (nephew), and Mike for the GIANTS game. We had really good seats - behind the home plate, where they serve you food (not free, lol). Lovely! Giants played the Rockies, whom they're trying to catch up to for the Wildcard spot. Hella good game; crucial too! Tim Lincecum was our starting pitcher, and that basically meant "good shit." Hahah ;) Our section was entertaining because we had this guy yelling at every Rockies player that went up to bat. SOOOO FUNNY! :D The game ended in the middle of the 9th inning. Giants won 2-0. Super cool! =) And my dad fed us nonstop, plus bought all of us shirts. Exciting.

Now, it's the weekends. It couldn't have come sooner. -_-*

i need to sleep already!

I found my old passports (ones from my childhood), and figured that I might as well have been born on an airplane. ;p Most of the pages were filled with stamps, yet my current one is barely filled. I think it has a total of four stamps? I don't even know, but it's not as colorful as the older ones. I wish to travel again, so that I can make actual memories for myself. My mom can still do the packing and unpacking for me though. Haha :)

I'd like to find a cute passport holder, so that my passport isn't so bare and blue. Speaking of - gotta look at airfares to get an estimate on how much I should save, if ever...

Jordan.

I just had the most uneventful birthday of my life so far. I shall not go into it because I'll probably get cranky all over again. I did NOTHING of what I thought I was going to do. Such a waste of my time - taking the day off from work, I mean. I don't classify myself as a workaholic nor do I prefer workplace over anywhere else, but that was such a wasted vacation time... mainly because I wasn't in a decent mood. Grr.. -_-*

I do, however, appreciate all the greetings, wishes, and gifts that came my way. I am so blessed. ;D

Now, I'm waiting for my mom and sister-in-law to come. Seafood dinner... here I come! I mean I already had a bomb ass brunch, so what's more good food? I love food. I will work for food. and coffee.

:)

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Pounding?

STRESSED! ;( There's no exaggeration in that either. Of course, work is always a major factor. I swear people are either hot or cold, and the temperature changes every half hour or so. WTH right?! I guess I work with some bi-polar individuals. Despite it all, though, I still love them. LOL. Oh! Then there's school - same old stuff. Signing up for classes, searching for more and new programs, looking at schools in general, aaand (the saddest part of it all) cashing out on tuition and books. Can I get out of college already?! Daaang. Also! There's vacation planning. I swear, I love vacations but sometimes planning is a bitch, especially when it's at your own expense. HAHAH! I mean... there's the anniversary trip in November and the family trip in March. I have to file for vacations still, and I know my boss is about to hate me. ICK!

Being grown isn't nearly half as fun as being a kid. My birthday is in five freaking days. No plans, no wish lists, no vices. I just want to have fun. =)

Pound cake is ready. Burnt cake, lol. OOOPS!

Sup Baaand?

I understand that they look up to you like you're so knowledgeable, but it would be nice if you share the credit with your source(s).

Sometimes I wish you wouldn't talk or act like you hella know things first hand, or make people think you're someone that you're not. It makes me sad. It also makes me mad sometimes. =/ At times I feel irritated because of all the lies you made up just to make yourself and your family look good to me, but you would not tell them the TRUTH to make me and my family look not-so-bad to them. Thanks. Someday, you'll know. Also, I hate to say this to you, but you've acquired some of your dad's traits. Don't worry though- I see you no less, but I wish you'd put me on some sort of pedestal. =) Like thaaat hoe.

Don't get all mad now. I know I have my shortcomings and annoying habits. I'm sorry. That's me. What you should know, though, is that I always give you all the credits you deserve, sometimes more. I tell my family you do this and that, bought this or that, when in reality... it was me who did something or bought whatever. Remember the flowers? I told them they were from you, even though we both know they're not. Gorgeous long stemmed roses delivered to my door from God knows who, and you still haven't learned. Too comfortable. You gotta make yourself uncomfortable, remember? Tch.

I miss. I miss. <3

meee month.

I'd like a do over please. 2004 to present :) My passion for living, and all that are love would remain the same. I would just like to make better judgments and decisions, steer farther away from all distractions and pseudo-everything, and definitely make myself a priority. Of course, there's no such thing as "do over" in life, but I can improve. That improvement starts NOW! Time for some Carrie Underwood, and let Jesus take the wheel.

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