Exhausted.
I am so tired of "trial and error" on repeat. For once in a very long time, I wish something would go my way. It feels like I'm running in place with the finish line unimaginable. Helpless. Useless.
Please don't mistake it with unhappiness though. I'm actually in a state of happiness despite all hardships. I mean I'm employed, healthy (well, y'know), loved - life is still good. Not to mention, I only paid $164 for eye exam, contact lens fitting, digital retinal imaging, and one year supply of contacts! Hooray for independence & self-paid insurance. Although, it takes a BUNCH out of my cash flow. ;)
sorry for the lack of update. -__-